April 24, 2011

sorry...u'r not my lover....u're just my crush...

salam 2 all of u....
today seawl pgi sy mndpt sms dr kwn yg sy rsa baik la jgak...dlm msg 2 dia ckp yg dia rsa dia dh fall in <3 dgn sy....OMG....mcm mn ni???
sy pon dgn honestnya ckp la...
"sorry la u...i bkn x nk kt u tapi u thu kn i dh ada dayat....lgi pon klu i x de pkwe pon blm tntu i akn kapel dgn u sbb i hnya anggp u kwn i....my besties....x lbey dr tu...mst u pn x nk i accept u sbb trpksa kn?"

n then he say that maybe i should asked him to wait for me...msalhnya knp sy nk suh dia tnggu sy klu sy thu penantian 2 sia2...
kpd MR CRUSH...so sorry :"(
sy trlalu sygkn MOHD HIDAYAT JEFRI sehinggakan sy rsa tiada walau satu inci space pon utk sy selitkan awk dlm hati sy...awk kwn yg baik...kita jdi kawan je oke?

April 21, 2011

jujur lah pd dri ini :'(

so sad....
tdi sja2 la sy bkak fb mr syg as sy sgt2 rndukn dia so bkak la fb dia....tba2 sy trnmpk ad stu inbox n sy terbca stu inbox yg amt menyakitkn hti...it's just a simple word to other girl....xp slalunya dia akn htr that simple word through wall post n bkn msg...tba2 knp dia htr msg?
ap niat dia yg sbnrnya?
sy thu x baik pki -ve psai org especially org yg kta syg but sy ley rsa ad smtg wrong somewhere.

sedih!
itu perasaan sebenar sy....sy x pnah kongkong dia pon utk dia wat apa2 pon...klu dia rsa sbb brsama2 dgn sy mmbuatkan dia rsa terkongkong jst say it!
i'm a flexible type...insyaAllah sy akn fhm n akn cba wat dia rsa selesa dgn r/ship nie.

terima kasih syg!
awk berjaya buat sy menangis lagi!
well done!

:'(

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Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
O... Ho... O... Ho...

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
Selamanya

sempena demam bieber....

sempena musim justin bieber dtg ke msia yg byk digembar gemburkn olh kwn2 fb sy jdi sy pon 2kar la lgu blog sy iaitu lagu that should be me by justin bieber....hope all of u will enjoy it...daaaa~~

Everybody’s laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading about this other guy
Do you do what you did what you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn’t

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can’t go on
‘Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It’s funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn’t see you out at the movies
What you doin’ to me
You’re taking him where we used to go
Now if you’re trying to break my heart
It’s working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can’t go on
‘Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It’s getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can’t go on
‘Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should’ve let you go
I never should’ve let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

April 20, 2011

BBQ dgn class mate ^-^

salam 2 all of u...
rsnya dh lma x update blog...al-maklumlah buzy yg terlampau...ngeh2....

muka budak buzy...ehheehhe

ok today sy nk bercerita psal g bbq dgn classmate....actually sy g last week ms hr sabtu but nk wat cena kn trlalu sbuk smpi skg bru ad masa
nk bercrta...
me,bun,dalin,sarah n fadhil

interpersonalist hot to go!

ok back 2 story...
awl2 pgi sabtu sy dh bgn n siap2...pas2 nor a.k.a ktua projek msg sy gtaw yg bla diaorg dh grak nk pick up sy n mimi(as sy n mimi je yg dduk kolej) dia akn txt sy...
pas2 sy dpt phone col dr sorg class mate...tnpa tnya spakah gerangan d sna(chewahh)...sy pon kompiden je up8 mimi n gtaw yg warith dtg nk amik...ehhehehe

pas2 tba num yg sma col lgi...dia tnya "amni,spa yg ckp warith dtg amik?"
sy pon ckp la "warith la yg col tdi"
n org 2 pon jwb "ni joe la"ehhhhehe
ooopssss....misscommunication d situ...sy pon ckp la sorry sbb suara joe n warith lbh krg n sy kompius dgn sora diaorg...ehehheeh....ok sy pon text mimi n gtaw ad misscommunication d c2 which is mmg slh sy sbb x tnya spa yg col mla2 2...ehheheh...nsb mimi memahami...thanks mimi....:) ni gmbr sy dgn mimi...
me n mimi
pas2 joe pon smpi n after dat grak la g bkt cerakah a.k.a tmpt n bbq 2...honestly this is 1st time pnya bbq sy dgn bdak2 class sbb ms diploma dlu sy n classmate x berkesempatan nk g bbq but we did playing futsal...damn!how i miss that moment but i love this moment...


msa 2nggu bus nk g tmpt bbq

ni gmbr ms otw nk g tmpt bbq
(p/s :jgn tnya knp sy sengih mcm 2 sbb sy pon x thu knp sy sengih mcm 2)

sememangnya bbq bersama2 classmates ni mmg happening sbb sy sgt2 hve fun dgn kwn2 kelas...ms ni la nmpk prgi gila2 bdak2 class 100%...i think we should do it again...

walau pun this is my 1st semester dgn classmate but alhamdulillah penerimaan bdak2 class trhdp sy mmg di luar jangkaan saya which is i really appreciate that...tq all of u....hope this ukhuwah berkekalan hingga bila2....amin.... ^-^

wif all of be<3 classmate yg dtg bbq



semasa menjamu selera....ehehhhe

dh siap mengemas ms nie

ms ni nk blik dh...bye2....
jmpa lgi utk post akn dtg :)
sekian :)

April 10, 2011

sibuk!!!


minggu yang sibuk!
it was unexplained mcm mn sbuknya enough by said SIBUK!
bru ja rancang nk blik next week but nmpknya x ley la sbb mst byk kerja x settle klu blik.mksd sy kedah n s.alam bkn dkt.msa yg dgnakan utk travel 2 bk wat kerja.

pas dh hbs final week ni kna berhadapan dgn final exam lak...huhuhuh....pas2 konvo 4 diploma sy.
so wish me luck...
n sekian utk kali ni
:)

how i transform???

salam 2 all of u...today sy nk crta psal mcm mana saya boleh berubah dari syaa yang dulu kepada saya yang sekarang...
it ain't easy u know...

let me cerita saya yang dulu

AMNI NURSABRINA ABDUL RAHMAN yg dulu merupakan anak yg sangat manja.nak taw apa buktinya?nak beli toiletries pon mintak abah belikan.nak beli baju pun ajak mama n abah. nak lintas jalan pon pegang tangan abah n mama. nak makan yang ni paling obvious....mst nak makan dengan mama n abah.

sy yang dulu sangat2 x berdikari
buktinya nk g mana2 mesti mama n abah yang kena bawak ke tempat yang nak g.even ada driving licences pon still yet i wish my parents would send me there. naik bus???lagi la x reti...x yah cakap la.bak kata mr syg..."mcm mn klu sesat n abah n mama outstaion?"sy jwb "adik kn ada"n mr syg hnya menggelengkan kepala saja.pdn muka!spa suh tnya soklan tu.

sy yg dulu sgt2 kuat nangis.x boleh ckp apa skit mst berjurai air mata. tambah2 klu abah n mama termarah skit nnty merambu la air mata tu.eheheeh....

sy yg dulu sgt2 berdendam.sy x kan mnx maaf dgn org wpun sy taw yg 2 slh sy. ego x?ehehhehe

sy yg dulu anti- lelaki.ehem2...bkn lesbian ok cma x ska dgn boys sbb ada la peristiwa yg agk victoria secret utk diceritakan.heheeh....

sebenarnya byk lagi perangai sy ms dlu....klu crta smua x hbs rsnya

ok meh sy cerita sy yang sekarang

AMNI NURSABRINA ABDUL RAHMAN yg sekarang msih mnja xp kurang mnjanya.buktinya skg klu nk beli brg2 apa2 pon i can decide by my own :).

sy yg skg dh berdikari.this situation may occured sbb sy trpksa berjauhan dgn family ats dsar belajar so nk x nk kna la berdikari kn?naik bus?alhamdulillah klu sesat kt melaka n s.alam insyaAllah sy blh cri jln blik kot.

sy skg smkin tabah n x mudah menangis.actually menangis je but cover skit la dr dlu menangis scra terang2-an....hehehehe

sy yg skg sdkit sbyk sorg yg pemaaf n x bpa ego. sy akn mnx maaf klu yg 2 mmg slh sy but klu yg 2 bkn slh sy wtpa nk mnx maaf.wat bodo jerrrr....

n sy yg skg pencinta lelaki yang bernma MOHD HIDAYAT JEFRI

nk tahu mcm mn sy boleh berubah????

sebab masa dan keadaan mengubah saya but i miss my old me but i love my new me.... :)
<3 <3 <3