October 25, 2011

fund raising-car wash


salam 2 all of u....
kawan-kawan...
mai sini sat
chek nak cerita something....

macam ni...
28/10,29/20 n 30/10 nnty course chek nak collect fund.in order 2 kami wat car wash pnya activity...
tak mahal pon....

untuk motor- rm 5
kereta- rm10
mpv -rm 15....

mai la rmi2 bawak kereta pak menakan,tok menakan semua...mai kami cuci n anda bayaq....

antara maklumat tempat n pkul bpa berlangsung seperti tertera di bawah....

tarikh :28, 29 n 30 oct 2011

jam :10 pgi- 10 mlm
tempat :PRO BROS
Jalan Kristal AS7/A5, Seksyen 7,
40000 Shah Alam,
Selangor Darul Ehsan.


mai kita pakat-pakat cuci kereta bagi menghelip
kita jumpa di sna....:)

how cruel he is

after a long time
finally he did reply my text

he said
"awk,igt sy x de perasaan ke? kn sy dh ckp sy btol2 sygkn awk.sy pon x mnx jdi mcm ni.dh bnda jdi mcm ni. xp bgs jgak jdi mcm ni. at least awk x 2nggu sy dh"

and my tears turun tanpa henti....:'(

then again,i put aside my ego n i did said
"sy msih sygkn awk"

then he said
"honey,it's over oke?"

then i cried until i fall asleep...
in that night,
sy termimpikan dia
and again

sy bgn tido pgi tu n sy menangis lagi.
sy x thu smpi bila saya akan menangis.
apa yang saya pasti
saya cuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak menangis for orang yang berlaku kejam pada saya.

duhai hati!
kenapa degil sangat!
just let him go!
he did not love me anymore
i am not his future anymore
kenapa hati ni degil sgt!
kenapa nak harap pada yang tak sudi?


IF ONLY HE KNOWS THAT LOVE NEVER NEEDS ANY TERM AND CONDITIONS....

:'(

October 14, 2011

if only i have another options....

to you...yes you! if only i have another options rather than to let you go!
this is my expression of feelings towards you....
thank you for the sweet moments that you ever had gave me.
i do appreciate them!
bye my love...
i don't want miss a thing


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

October 13, 2011

esaimen yg smkin byk...sikap malas yg smkin melampau

comm psycho
-movie review
-psychology for crime among teenagers : a study of juvenile cases in Malaysia

gov politic and public relations
-newspaper analysis
-term paper
-interview with pr practitoner or press secretary or politicians

comm law
-cyber law

corporate pr
-SWOT analysis n pr Plan about NKRA
-social media

writing of pr
-keje dia bg msa dlm class(so akn di assess every week)

3rd language
-video arab
-persembahan kreatif
-skrip

media diffusion and innovation
-slide presentation
-big event


AMNI!!!!!
WAKE UP!!!


cepatlah wat esaimen yg tertunggak 2....

ok bye~~
nk wat esaimen

October 12, 2011

tq because always be by my side :)

salam 2 all of u...
for your information,last week was the WORSE week ever for me....
i can also called my heartbroken week...
but Alhamdulillah,with some support from family and friends,i can handle that feeling wisely...

thanks to my mama n abah because give me unstoppable advise and also do support me.plus they do understand my feeling and try their best to deal with my unstable feeling...THANK YOU MAMA N ABAH...I LOVE BOTH OF YOU...<3

for gmah,jiha,una,sida,belle,azan n ika
thank u because always encourage me to get through this life.because always make your shoulder always free for me to cry on...thanks girls...because of u i know what the true meaning of friendship....<3

to pokcik kayo...
thanks because do call me and make me calm and always make your ears free to hear all of my sad story.plus always being the most understanding friend. thanks pokcik...because of you,i know that not all guys are the stupid damn liar...you prove it that you are not one of them...:)

to YOU (you know i was talking about you)
thanks because always make you have ample time to hear my sigh and always make my life wonderful with you are around. thank you because always give me positive paradigm to be applied on. thank u because make my life great...:)


to all of u....i feel very lucky because i am in love with all of you...:)

thank u :)

October 8, 2011

city plaza n us

i go to cty plaza today
and


i went to the toilet and cried alone there
because

that place make me remember everything about him...

:'(

i have to let you go!

yes!
i might be too stupid
after what he done 2 me
i have to admit
i am still love him
because the mistake that he does was never across in my mind
i put my trust on him
i put the high hope towards him
he is my happy ending

BUT!!!
all of that is only on my behalf...
and for him
i am nothing
yes he said!
he just play around with the others
i am his only one!
but if he put myself as his only one
why must he find someone else

yet!
my heart still love him even after he said that things

so i asked him
did he want to persuade me to accept him back?
did he will promise that he will not do all of these mistakes AGAIN?
did he have any hopes towards this relationship

but the answer is NEGATIVE...

i am stupid
after what he does
why i am still try to give the chances for him?
am i never tired being hurt?

the answer is
i still love him

but loving him that does not means i want everything being restart again...
so...

I HAVE TO LET HIM GO!
there is the only options i have

2 MOHD HIDAYAT JEFRI...
thanks for give this "present" to me
i let u go!
live ur life
afterall,
before this only i am who struggle to preserve this rship.


if only i can turn the clock back
I WILL NOT GIVE A CHANCE FOR U TO STEP IN MY LIFE!
I WILL NOT GIVE A CHANCE TO YOU TO BE INSIDE MY HEART!

but...
there is IF i can turn the clock around

as i woke up this morning
i am telling myself
I HAVE TO MOVE ON!

i have to try even that will take a long time to forget u!

thank u~~